Update!!

I'm home from lake Tahoe! I had an amazing time :)

I babysitted with kellie and it was wonderful!!! :):)

Remember that I auditiond for The Wizard Of Oz? Well I MADE IT!!!!!! I'm sooooo excited for it :):) its my first pro acting job! :):) this is where it all begins! :D

Today ima hang with brandon because I'm leaving to lake powlle on Friday for 2 WEEKS!!!! Hahahaha with kellie and her brother in laws family!! It will be super sweet!!! :D I'm waaaaay excited :D hahahaha

Delisious pants is doing amazing we have new songs and new sounds. First show should be july 22nd but still in prosses of being decited!

I think that's it.... hahaha yup!

Tune in next time :D

I'm home

Well my trip is over! It was super relaxing and very much needed! :) I might go to lake powlle this week end! :D hahaha

Glad to be sleeping in my own bed today :D

Its over!!

Well after a week of beautifuly amazingly heavenly wonderfuly bestestly placely inly thely worldly I'm going home :) hahahaha Lake Tahoe you are amazing I will be back with out a doubt in my mind


Ahhh :)

Well today we are heading to winemoka (or some thing like that) we will spend the night there and then go home :D

We are stoping at Reno because I saw a mall and I wanna go shopping ;) hehehehe

Lauren lives there and she might come by the mall to say hi hahaha

I found out today I'm not to bad at ping pong!! :D

What else what else... idk oh well!

Ps check out Delisious Pants on facebook ;)

Bye!

:D

Well for some reason I'm in a great mood today! Hahaha I had a REALLY REALLY cool dream!! It was an adventure I went on with my friend Hannah hahaha it was randome but sooooo cool!!!!! you know those dreams where everything is so real and when you wake up you wanna go back to sleep! Yeah it was those and it wa great! :)

I wrote a story yesterday because SOMEONE didn't want to tell me one cause she was to busy soooo I wrote my own and it is amazing! Ill put it on here someday hahaha

I have also witten a play if you wanna read it ask me for it hahaha :)

Today I'm going to a boat ride on Lake Tahoe! I'm excited!! it should be really fun!! Its taking us to the 2nd most photographed place in the world hahaha :):)

Well yeah that's it!! Hahaha be home Sunday! :D

Have you...

Have you ever been in that one moment where everything was just perfect. It could last a few seconds or even a few minutes. Today I had one of those moments :) I haven't had one in a long time and for a few minutes everything was just gone it was just me. I was sitting on a rock really high up looking over Lake Tahoe while the sun was setting. I had my ipod on but because I was in the moment I couldn't hear the music it was all silent, no wind, no heat, no cold, it was 100% perfect :) I didn't need anything or anyone. At that moment I was alive :) I was truly truly happy :)

Lake Tahoe

Lake Tahoe is the most beautiful most peacefull place I have ever been too. there is not a doubt in my mind that I will live here. My parents are already talking about moving here! :) it has everything Beach with sand! Skiing! forests! Night life! Reno is right next door! And so is Carson City I am in love with this place! If it was up to me right now I would not go back :)

Here are some pictures! I will put some more up later :)













Heaven! :)

June 16

Had band practise for 4 hours haha recorded Baby Funk great song haha

Then I came home and waited for Kellie she came over and we went to watch Hangover 2 we were gonna go to 7 peaks but there was to much wind haha the movie was ok not as good as I thought it would be haha I just liked being with her :)
Then we went to her house and went on a walk. We went to our tree and layed under it :):):) absolutly loved it :)
Went back to here house and "waited" for my dad :)

Tomorrow I'm leaving to lake tajo for 10 days!! Woooo!!

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I miss her :(

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Everything Changed

Everything changed when i saw you from black and white into color i became and it was so easy to love you so much something i never imagined was giving my love with one look everything shaked/ trembled inside of me the universe wrote you were for me and it was so easy to love you so much something i never imagined was to lose myself in your love it just happened and i am already all yours before spending more time with you, love i have to say you are the love of my life before loving you more isten, please let me say that i gave you everything and there's no way to explain or see this i just felt it when i saw you everything in you surprised me. i know it's not easy to say I love you, I was not expecting this either but love is like this it just happened and i am already all yours

:)

Hehehe :)

Ha.

I don't know. Everytime I think of it, it kinda makes me feel sick :( I don't like it :( I been having a lot of unwanted stress lately because of it and the more I think about it the more I beat my self up. I feel like a horribal person :( ugh... I was wrong... Damn it... I was wrong... I'm sorry... :'(


Ps. I got kicked out of Nickle City today with brandon it was pretty funny haha

:)

Just had my auditions for The Wizard of Oz!!
And they went really well!! :D I'm really excited to see what happenes hopfuly I get a part :)

Lyrics

I'll be There For You
by Bon Jovi

These words are amazing.

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love in suicide
You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
Now I'm praying to God You'll give me one more chance, girl


I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you


I know you know we're had some good times
How they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday
And baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drink, I'll be the wine


I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you


And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
LI wish I'd seen you blow those candles out


I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

News!

Well Kellie has a boy friend now some patrik kid I don't know he called her babygile... bahahaha made me laugh ;) haha well I hope she is happy and that he treats her right because if he doesn't there is nothing stoping me in kicking is ass. I swear ill kill him if he mistreats her. You hear that kellie! If he does anything you don't like or don't want him to you tell me and ill find him and beat his ass!! Not even kidding.
Even though she doesn't really talk to me anymore I still care about her :) and ill be here for her :) I still will always love her and always have a place for her in my heart :)
Hope your happy Kellie! :)

In other news!! I start my job tomorrow coaching soccer :) I will be training the goalys I will be working with about 20 kids boys and girls from ager 9 to 16 coaching them how to be a goaly it will be pretty sweet and the pay is really good for such little work ;) hahaha I'm excited!

In other news! On saterday I have an audition for The Wizard Of OZ :) itt will be up in salt lake at The Grand Theater at 1:10 I hope to get the part of the scarecrow buuuut it will take some work :) hahaha wish me a broken leg!!

In other news!! Hannah is on her trek so I can't talk to her till saterday :(

In other news!! Delisious pants is AMAZING!!!!

Ya that just happened. I will talk more about it soon be ready for this ;)

In other news!! Ummm well I think that's it for noooowww.... yup that's it for now!! :)

Bye! :D

:)

This is my Grandma :)
I love her more then anything in the world! :) she makes my day everyday :) she invites me to luch with her and she cooks the most delisious food in thw whole world :) she is from argentina has never driven in her life and can't speak english to save her life :) haha she woked as a school teacher and marryed my grandpa who passed away when I was a few monthes old so I never met him.
But she has ALWAYS ALWAYS been there for me when ever I have a show she is the Very first to tell me to get her a ticket everything I been in she was there when ever I need to talk to her about anything I know she will listen :) I love her with my entire heart :) and she is the only reason why I want to become a director :) I haven't told anybody this but the reason why I want to become a director is because ever since she was little she always wanted to act (I get it from her;)) haha she regrets not being in shows or in movies so I want to give her that opportunity :) I won't tell her till I have done it and then I will asked to be in one of my works hopefuly that day comes :) I love you so much :)

Ahhh

Super sweet night :) pictures up soon :)

Its Official :)

We today I didn't do anything all day. Super super bored. Sooo I went to the gym!! And it felt amazing!!! :) then I was coming home and if felt so good riding my bike that I left my stuff at home and took a bike ride :) where did I ride my bike to you ask? Well I rode it up the mountin to my favorit tree in the wold :) this tree is very very special to me :) and I sat under it for a while and almost fell asleep haha :) then I got up and took some pictures :)








Then I did something that I should of done a while ago :)


F+K


Facundo + Kellie :)
I made it officialy our tree :) Facundo + Kellie :) its our tree!! So back off every one!!! :)

I asked if she was home so she could come to it but she wasn't its ok I'm sure she will go to it later well I hope :)

:) I love you kellie :)

I Fear.

There's a boy sitting in a dark room. Pitch black can't see a thing. He hears dogs and cars outside his window. Then the dogs stop. There's not a sound to be heard. Nothing at all just him listening to his thoughts. But as he listens to his thoughts he relizes he really isn't thinking of anything. He is just sitting there. Then all of a sudden he feels a vibration on his leg. Le looks down and sees a light coming threw his pocket. Its his phone, he pulls it out and a "friend" is calling. He answers but doens say anything. He just listens. And listens and listens untill the so called friend hangs up. He puts the phone back into his pocket and is back to sitting in the darkness. Thinking about what the kid said on the phone. But the only thing he remembered was one thing he said "I Fear" that's all he could remember was that one line. So he stands up turns on a very dim light and looks into the mirror. He looks long and hard for a few minuts not movie not changing his facial expresions just staring into his own eyes. The finaly he lifts one side of his mouth creating a small smile. And he says "I Fear" and laughs to him self a little then laughs more and more untill his laugh is so loud the he hears the bogs barking again. It so loud that it causes the curtins to fall off the window letting the light in. He is surrounded by the light. And he looks towards the window still laughing. He yells "I FEAR!!!" And continues laughing. He picks up his phone and diles. Waits for the ring and when he heas the "hello?" He repeats the phrase "I fear" over and over and over again. He keeps on laughing and then he stops completly. Throws the phone agenst the wall. Covers up the window and there is once again darkness.
A few hours later his mom walks in and sees the boy hanging in his room. He is shirtless and on his stomach are the words 'I Fear' carved into his skin. His mom yells and falls to her knees looking at her boy hanging there she starts to cry. After a few days the boy's "friends" find out about what has happened. And they all can't help but laugh. All they do is laugh. They always laugh. Except for one girl who isn't laughing. She is standing with tears coming out of her eyes. Woundering why the boy did what he did. "I fear?" She thinks to her self "I fear?" She just stands there and remembers all the things her and the boy ever talked about. She recalls one conversation she had with him a few months ago and him mentioning something he feared. And the one and only thing he feard was losing her. but she knew he hadn't lost her she was still there for him. But then she remember the boy saying "Not losing you physicaly but losing you mentaly. We all lose thing physicaly all the time but we still have memory of the object or thing. But when you lose something mentaly, that's when you know you have lost it for good."
"I fear" she repeated "I fear".

THE END.

Well

Well not going to Moab

That is all

Ups and Downs

Well I saw a picture today and it made me very very sad. I thought you were better then that. I know your having fun but that's just dumb and stupid. I think... well I don't know what I think. I want to stop worrying about it and just go on. But I can't stop thinking about it. Somehow I feel responsibal I know I shouldnt. I 100% shouldn't. But I just can't help it. When you love some one you can't just stop loving them. I'm praying for you.

Was sopposed to go to 7 peaks today but the weather was baaad so was gonna go to Movie but I don't know what happened I didn't get talked to all day soooooo I went to missy's house and we played some games and watched a terribal movie that made no sense hahaha came home and no I'm in bed hahaha :)

Got home last night from camping for two nights at Jordenell state park itt was sooo sweet!! Got tan and got away for a while :)

Tomorrow don't know what's going down but wednsday I'm going to Brandons to watch a move with some friends should be lagit! :)

This weekend hopefuly ill be in Moab! :)

That's it for nooooww :) tune in next time ;) hahaha

Sigh

I think I may have minor depression.

I miss Kevin. a lot.

The other day I was sitting on a couch in my room in the dark just thinking and i relized that I don't really have anybody. I mean I do have friends but nobody who really... I don't know how to put it into words.

But when everything is bad. And I'm feeling at my worse.

I have kellie. and I really am so happy I have her. she is really the only person who I really can talk to even though she thinks I don't tell her everything. I do. I tell her more then I tell anyone. I trust her more then anything. She's my best friend. I do love her. More then anything. I love her. I love her. She didn't talk to me for two days and I felt like crap. We are talking now so its better. She went to the pool today with a kid patrik, I kinda know him from school and what not but I don't like the guy. I can't tell her what to do. But ill make sure she's ok. Ill always keep her safe and if she ever needs me ill be here for her. Ill kick anyones face in if they mess with her or call her anything she doesn't like. Even if she wants me to or not ill not let anyone mess with her. I'm going to moab with her next weekend and I seriously am super excited! She has to run it by the new bishop and I really hope he let's me go. I really wanna spend time with her. Right now I'm sitting on a rock right next to a lake looking at the stars listening to Angel by Sarah McLachlan :) I love you Kellie please don't ever forget.

Double Date

Its 3 and I just got home from a double date!! It was super super fun!! :) we played tennis we hiked for about 2 and half hours! Did something illigal ;) hahaha went to village inn and watched a movie it took all day and it was sooo worth it!!! Had tons tons of fun! :)
Brandon when with Christina and I took Missy! :) wonderful date!!! :)

2am

Just got home from Missy's house!!! had a super wonderful time :)
We Watched a scary move but talked the WHOLE time haha and Played a game I can't reamember the name but it was fun!! We drew on the sidewalk and on her face ;) hahaha over all she is a super fun girl :):)
Earlyer today I went to rock canyon and played in the super cold river hahaha :)
Great day!!! :D